| i'm so pissed right now and there's no one i can talk to about it cuz the people i would normally talk to are the people i'm pissed off at...how's that for irony?
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| everything is so fucked up right now...and i have no idea what i can do to fix it. i know it's not enough to say sorry but that's all i can think of. i take the blame for everything. i know i'm a hypocrite and i always have to be right but i dont know any other way to be. this same shit happens over and over again, and then an hour later it's like nothing ever happened. then it builds up and one little thing causes a huge blowout. i hate the way things are and they aren't gonna get better anytime soon. things are stressful enough as it is and spending every minute of every day (awake and asleep) together doesn't help. i know i did this to make new friends but i feel like its making me lose the ones i already have and there's nothing i can do about it now. i dont regret the decision i've made, i just wish there wasnt so much bullshit that came along with it.
why do i always do this? i dont know, but i know i fucked up.
edit: so i like how 2 hours passed, nothing was solved, but it's like nothing ever happened and we leave this problem to be argued another day...
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| alright...cool. i'm really glad i'm left out yet again.
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| i <3 bob saget...and i have emily to thank for that love growing stronger tonight... |
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